Do you ever have those days where you just feel so uptight and so nervous and so anxious that you just want to run and scream and pull out your hair? Well you might not, but I do. And today is one of those days. I have no clue why I'm feeling this way. Work is slow, life is good, but still I feel completely overwhelmed. I've learned in the last few months that anxiety is a defense mechanism for some of us, in order to hide our feelings. So a feeling has triggered this. And some kind of event triggered that feeling. But I can't figure out what it is. I keep back tracking in my mind, but I can't figure it out. It'll come to me eventually, it always does. And next time I'm just going to have to catch it sooner. Until then I'm stuck being a little bit irritable and overly anxious.
Today is Tyler's birthday. We're going out with Kari, Matt, and Mook tonight! We are both very excited about that! Tyler's present from me was our tv, but I also got him something little so that he could actually get something from me on his birthday. Tomorrow evening we're going out with my family. That should be fun. There will be three little girls there, all between the ages of 5 and 7. That should make things interesting. We have a lot to get done this weekend. Too bad it's my short weekend. Oh well.
Well it's lunch time! Hopefully I'll be able to calm down then, and overcome the urge to kill Jane. I usually deal with her really well, but today I'm like Shannon and want to throw her out the window :)
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Don't throw Jane out the window. It won't look good on your resume!!
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